After much delay, my 4th official poem is out.

---- Before,After -----

Even before all it have to happen,
wanting only to be with you only.
Yet unable to overcome the high walls,
the walls of rejection my mind set.
Keeping at a distance watching your smile,
making me million times better than usual.

Knowing that someone is there for you,
having my life depressing harder than even,
starting to hide in a corner sobbing,
finally realising what that i really want,
the smile that i had once enjoyed.

Now knowing that you are receiving love,
I shall back off more than even,
quietly guarding you at a distance apart,
as long as you are staying happy,
the pains of my heart are nothing,
as compared to my love for you.

-------End--------

I realise that i dun realli have the talent for writing poems ~_~. Basing on my previous poems,u will see that they have common things among them..My failure in the pursue of Love. Or much more like life experience based poeming.. haha..Was thinking of setting up a website to display my work pieces~ but...(i dun think i have that much life experience to write as much poem as u will expect)...And i took to much time into mapling and not even bothered to do my assignments X(.Out of the 4 poems i like this most...dunno y.... I Still think this is best out of the 4.

P.s.I dun make false promises,so let fate do its job. =P