one fine day, i questioned myself.

Since i like her so much,y had i not let her know my feelings?
-she have a bf and i dun wan to disturb her. Im afraid after she learn abt it, she will distance me...
*another question surface*
Den why did you not jus let go?
-becoz i like her...

Since i like her so much,y didnt i stand up for her?
-Im in no position to do that.She have a bf.If i do that wouldnt it be obvious that i like her? And isnt it link to the questin above?

Since i like her so much,y am i feeling so hurt abt?
-I feel sad have to contain everything inside my heart.Hurts me becoz she have a bf,and yet i like her.

I gave excuses.None of the above excuses makes any sense at all.