i was thinkin.. Where is my source of depression..
wad made me shoo depress.. and i finally realised itt..
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i am tryying hardd to click wif my peers..
(well.. we din click, but not well)
and they are holding backk on mee..
thats the part thats making me sad..
some examples--
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- we have endless topics to talk abt when online, den in reality, i was treated like a stranger,
- im a classmate to them, only when they need my help den they will come to me,
- im jus like a avg stranger to them, only when they need my help den im their "classmate",
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and im like those people who wanted attention =x
( i know this sounds abit contracting, but "Im shy, but i wanted people's attention"
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Today's NE talk was great.. alot better than the previous one i went to.. And the biggest problem abt the talk is, they only talk abt the problem and they no give solutions to solve da problem..