ppl see thru me easily..
they know wad i wanted,
and make use of it to take advantage of me.
Pushing ppl away frm me,
pushing the ppl that are hurting me away.
I shud jus hide everything to myself..
until i cud find someone,
who i cud realli be able to pour wad my tots..
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Its not i dun trust my fren,
i had one who i cud realli pour my feelings out,
but his gone, from me =(
its jus..
i fear they will change their point of view on me..
after i pour my problems to them..
mayb there werent problems to began wif..
it might have jus been me..
And they will get scare off by me..
hai..
Thats wad i feared..
thats why i always hesitanted..
...
I be the jug, who'll be the cup =(
T.T...