hai...
Mayb .. i shud have to sit down ...
and start thinking about my future..
..
I look at other ppl, they have such bright future ahead of them,
i look at myself, i see a cliff and i will fall off any moment..
...
i want to change every part of myself..
i cant get myself out of my shell..
Im so enclosed to myself..
...
Attention!
I Want Attention!!
I WANT ATTENTION!!
>_<
I want everyone's Attention!
but i guess they'll jus ignore me..
Im jus like a stone by the road..
so..
when do ppl look at the stones by the road when they are driving?
=/ ..
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I din work gd enuff hur?
How do i work?
wad do i have to do?
wad is GD ENUFF??
U tiao me!?
cmon! Tiao me!
=.= ..
My mum keep on complaining abt my studies..
and i cant seem to do well in ath..
studies = sucks;
games = sucks;
sports = sucks ;
communcate = sucks big time;
=.= ...
Is there even 1 single thing i can do well ...
Mayb ..
I shud jus stop doing everything ...
Jus ...
Stop everything im doing...
every .. little ... thing ..
every .. single ... thing ..
..
I know there are ppl's life that is far worse than me
But .. i keep on having this thought that,
perhaps .. my time is close ...
..
i wan to treasure everything around me ..
..
This is like some kind of psychological struggle going on in me ..
Stressed?
I have plenty of them ..
Release stress?
How?
Im one that crumbles easily under stress..
I can alrdy feel the stress ..
wad can i do? wad can i do? wad can i do?
...
I want ..
I want ..
I duno wad i want ...
I know wad i want..
But i dun know how to say it..
Its something that i might never have the chance to experience ..
Hai ...T-T ...