seems so lifeless these days ..
literally nothing to do these days ..
starts turning into these mindless freaks..
-__- ..
a common question brought up by alot of ppl to me,
-Why am i so desperate to get into a relationship-
..
do i seem sooooo desperate ?_?
i dun feel so thou..
its being quite sometime le laa..
jus bits and bits of confusions =)
but i guess im realli into anything..
i guess im not ready?
i suppose im not ready for anything -_-..
im jus a 18 year old person,
with absolutely no achievement.
and when i say no, i realli meant it.
Life has always been a downhill for me.
.
if u asked me,
i guess the best that i've always been missing
are actually those realli close to me..
who eventually left me in the end =(..
....
another question brought up to me by a fren of mine,
havent i being enjoying secondary school life?
Ans: No, i havent being enjoyin my secondary school life.
the best that happened to me is having find back my good fren and a few other
good fren. The entire journey was a mess.. Reason being im realli slow to
open up to the ppl ard me. possibilty being my inconfidence in myself, becus im
so different from everyone..-__- YES I AM DIFFERENT.. dat i usually jus enclose
everthing to myself. eventually i still made a few good frens from my CCA .. and
so from all these, u can see im a very unfortunate child in my years if secondary
studies life.
..
I jus came to realise that im jus so dumb and stupid..
pls forgive me if i ever perform "stupid stunts".