wad do i wan?

why am i doing all those things?
why do i seem like im always to disturbed?

i wanted some attention..
i have tears fall out on its own ..
im a realli troubled kid
trap in his own world of pains and sufferings
i wonder how much more i can handle this ..
i will one day collapse and break down ..

and who will be there for me..
my "frens"?
i felt that im all alone ..
like the song "me against the world"

when ppl say " the world has turn against me"
other will tell them "its you who have turn against the world"
but i have nv once turned my back against anyone ..
no one.. but i have ppl turning against me
stabbing me from my back
although i have a few frens who helped me when i have problems..
but i do feel i need more emotional support

Will anyone be there when i cant hold it on anymore..