What matters and what dont

sometimes,
what matters is not what a person said,
but rather who said wad.
jus a simple sentence,
coming from you, make me felt as worthless as a piece of shit
start to make me think..
Im not as good as anyone.

and two possible outcome usually occur
makes use of this as a moltivation
or
feel like dying.

Im caught somewhere in the middle
but nearer to feel like dying