bad life..

perhaps..
the reason ..
why im such a failure ..
is becus,
im a mistake to began with..
and ..
i started to recall of things ..
my parent told me ..
and ..
it jus hurt me so much ..
to be someone's
mistaken..
and ..

and i felt ..
my existance ..
is ..
so worthless ..
and..
that with or without it,
it doesnt matter to anyone ..

but ..
its just makes me feel a thousand times better ..
jus by looking at you ..
even thou ..
i dun look as thou im feeling anything..
but ..
having you beside me ,
looking at you,
realli .. makes me feel a million times better..