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i dun see the reason,
why u shud get so worked up.
if wad i feel doesnt concern you.
i never expect anything from anyone.
and there ARE ppl who make use of me,
and throw me one side after im no longer useless to them.
yes,
and i have nv point finger at anyone
so why are you getting so worked up.

sorry , if i made you feel bad.
but im merely expressing wad i am feeling,
and you DO NOT HAVE TO BOTHER IT IF YOU DONT CARE.
YOU CAN JOLLY WELL IGNORE IT.

mayb im jus making a big fuss over a small thing
but
i cant help but feel bad,
it realli make me feel real bad.

to be frank,
i do care what you think.
I have nv labelled you with anyone of those ppl
and i do care wad you feel,
for its the onli one thing i am willing to die for
to make you feel better.
becus i care!

im jus so caught up in my own emotions
that i starts to do stupid things
and make ppl irritated.
i nv wanted things to become like the way it is now,
i guess nothing i say will change it.

i dun like the way i was being treated.
mayb im thinking too much,
but im starting to see the gap between us.
I have treated you more den just a fren,
and i dun jus want to be fren with you.
i wanted more.
and wad you said
had realli hurt me, badly
and im realli upset,
that you actually think that im grouping you with the other ppl
while that fact is that
Its NOT!
i want to be more den a fren to you,
i want to be there for you.

sorry..
but i know,
nothing i say..
will change the way things are, and gona be.
sorry..