let me be ..

i have been consistantly trapping myself
in my own emotion world.
I dun want to let you in,
not becus i dun trust u enuff,
but i dun want our friendship to be ruin by it.
i had alway wanted to let go,
but it's one thing that will need alot of time
and its the onli one thing i dun have.

By now, i can tell my feeling for u,
are as real as it can be.
But i know im not the one for you.
Wad hurts more is being so close,
having so much to say,
and watching you walk away.
these few days, i felt that things has changed between us,
i had nv ask for anything,
all i wanted is for you to know,
if theres anything, u can always come back to me

Mayb it wasnt such a bad thing that u had not like me back,
as u said “找男朋友，不可以找这种”
and im not the kind that make a good boyfriend.
And mayb all u get from me
will onli be sufferings..
sorry..
I hope you are happy and enjoyed everything you are doing.

but i'd like you to know ( if u are reading this)
my feeling for you is real,
i dun expect anything in return,
i jus want you to be happy,
no matter wad happen,
i will always be there for you,
as a friend, as a brother, as a buddy
or jus a random guy u are working with

<3 you, always

小豪