learning

子日：“学如不及，优恐失之。”
Learn as thou you have not learn anything,
fear of forgeting wad eu have learn.

I guess i forgotten wad i have learn.
And i apologize for my inability to control myself.
supposing to study,
yet..i let my mind wonder off ..
and ..bring more pain and injury to myself.
sorry..

i shud get myself ..
more focus onto my studies for termtest.

yet my mind is filled with these stupid stuff ..
the fact that .
the conclusion i made is so different from wad i saw.
and its wad that capacify me with fear.
and how people around me are turning into,
like they have changed completely.
frens turning into strangers..
strangers turning into enemies..