I was walkin down a busy street,
Even though every thing is so noisy..
but it jus seem so quiet..
Things seems to be coming in and out of my brain
but it just seem to be blank..
..
Everything seem so far away..
my life is in great mess..
nuthing go the way i want them to..
I did put in the efforts to do things..
but it always turn out the way i dun want them to..
says who i din put in the effort,
i jus wasnt given the chance..
no one even did,
no one wud wan to do so..
..
i want to cry out loud..
i want someone to acknowledge me..
,
-why be sad, jus look on the bright side?
How cud i even look on the bright side when there not even a bright side to look at, no matter u look at these things, its still going to have same bad impact on me..
-Think abt happy things?
happy things.. when was the last time something nice even happened to me.. Something that could realli make me happy from the bottom of my heart.. I dunno.. I've forgotten.. these memories are slowly fading away..
i wanted to blog more..
but my eyes's not allowing me to do it :(..
cya all.. ( imaginary readers)