keep out

its 1.40am in the morning
i have so much stuff to do
my brain is filled to the brim..
yet i cant concentrate on my work
everytime i focus on thinking
image of you starts appearing
and the more it occur..
the worse it make me felt ..

i wanted someone.. to talk to ..
but its like a barrier ..
that stop me from doing so ..
firstly, there isnt ppl who are willing to learn to me ..
secondly, how could i tell the person that my problem comes from her
thirdly, stuff that make me feel the way i am now .. might seem minor to them. even thou its jus a small little thing , i could still break me down ..

all i can do is bottle up everything in myself..
=(..
when it overflow ..
who will be there =( ..
love me :'(