decision

i'd
been dragging it for too long ..
and
its come to a point
where i must take action..
and ,
i've decided to forgo everything,
and focus on my studies,

and ,

after everything is over,
only then ..
i'll approach you with wad im feeling..
whether you will accept it anot,
it'll be another thing..

but ..

if someone got there b4 i do..
it will only mean
we are not meant to be ..
and theres nothing that can be done
to change anything..