to know, and to do

knowing what to do,

is one thing,

doing it

is another.

im not doing it,

is becus,

the fear or wad the change will bring..

but ..

i guess,

i have reach the point

where theres no reason to continue anymore

unless im making my stand

and change things.

AND

i do hope i will keep up

with wad i have decided

and i hope the best get out of it..

And im making my promise on these scars

on my hand.