plain jealousy

its jus plain jealousy im facing today..
i shud reflect on my behavior..
it feels weird when you are so close to the others..
and i would have rather be the one to suffer
den you see the both of you quarrel..
mayb the grping is one of my greatest mistake..
mayb ..
im still caught up with wad im with since ytd..
forgive me ..
you do mean alot to me.
the both of you.