eh ..

Mr J finally called to ask,
did i call Dr L regarding the demo meeting..
apparently,
none of us,
me, my grp members, mr J and Dr L..
none of us notice that the 20 is actually
hari raya..
and im dam piss the fact that mr J asked me to Call Dr L =.=
isnt that suppose to be part of his job scope
=.= ..
dam crappy laa ..

after 2 days of termtest,
i finally ..
let loose and went to Kbox with a few frens of mine ..
budden ..
the stress of the termtest still bothers me..
i guess ..
im going crazy soon ..
i shud write wad im suppose to do..
b4 i forget it..
-Interim Report
-Documentations for MP
im
realli .. realli.. realli ..
tired ..
and ..
im starting to see gaps between me and ..
i guess everyone?
Theres always this point,
where we can only keep quiet and do nothing.
this is life,
wad can i do?
all i do is hope i recover faster and get back to what im suppose to do.
Someone please save me ..
i've got so numb ..
until ..
i feel like dying alrdy ..
and
i dun understand,
people keep saying im not trying hard enuff,
when im alrdy giving my best to do things.
please jus cut my throat