myself..

Merry christmas to myself,
Happy new year to myself.
And end to 2008.
congrats,
i lived thru to 2009..
sometimes,
its not that i want to brood over things,
its not like i dont wan to leave things behind
and start anew.
Its jus that
like a broken mirror,
it'll nv be a whole piece aleady..
..
i couldnt jus..
talk to you the way i always do..
i dunno wad exactly u mean..
wad u realli want to express..
wad u wan to say..
I realli
dunno..
i realli..
dun wan to loss you..
but..
with ur cold replies,
you still expect me to try to
pretend nothing happened and
entertain you? ..
I dunno..
im..
very tired..
already..