memories, gap, hurt ..

was out with my frens ..
and as we go alone..
memories came back..
it brings me back to a year ago..
when we go out..
and the more this memories..
it started to show..
how much things can changed..

i'd rather things turn back to a year b4..
when theres almost anything we can talk abt..
and now we hardly talk,
let alone seeing each other..

i got consumed by my own emotions..
i expected too much things from you..
becus you worth so much to me that..
that a little less attention from
will make my life go totally out of balance..

despite wad you say..
wad happend over the pass few weeks..
onli showed that our gap has gotten bigger..
and bigger..
Or simple fact..
that im behaving way too childish..

i truly want you,
even thou i know im not worthy of you,
but you're the onli one that im willing to die for..
i realli love you..

but
i know..
i'll nv be the one for you..
neither am i good enuff for you

but i can say it out out..
that im willing to give up anything for you.
and you onli..