why did you wake up?

why did i wake up?
why?
why?
i'd like to know the answer as well..
theres not one thing in life
that cud moltivate me to keep on going
when
wad comes after a dream, is jus another nightmare
continued from ytd..
and is nv ending..

i cant stop complaining abt stuff..
i wanted thing to change.
by not everything can be changed by pure hard work.
and theres nothing i cud do
but jus live on with it..

mayb wad the onli reason i wake up..
is becus of love?
i dunno..
becus its like so unreachable
so close, yet so far..

i know im in no position for anything ..
thats why im trap in this dead lock of suffering..
until one day i finally let go ..