Sumting dat i suddenly wanted to blog abt..



The reason y i keep on draging to confess..



The stages from being a stranger to a fren.



When 1st time meet, i am very quiet. ( thx to my shy nature, and my bulky size =X)
When i get to know the person more, more communication will take place.
When we are frens, its complete 180 degree difference.



Wad worries me is..
Confessing to her.. I dunno how to display myself in her present.. Coz i usually dun talk to the girls.. acting normal would be like " i tell her i like her, but i act as if i dun care at all"..



So.. i'll try to change alot.. =/



[I was thinking of confessing (tell her wad i m feeling) to her, if manage to do well for my termtest]

After going sum of the blog.. i kinda feel very empty.. i needa do alot of things.. the more i read other ppl's blog, the more i kinda inferior .. I know im Good in sum things, but i din bother to try to excel in it.. but i let my mind disperse and try to multitask.. the least i could do now, is to complete my assignment within deadline,study well for term test, and try to organise my life ..

i could sleep.. x( .. i was thinking abt sumone..

i have to stop doing alot of things.. hai...coz i have been diverting my concentration into so mny things that i ended up doing nth right... i guess .. im not good enuff for anything..

Another series of unfortunate events!!
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1st, my hp spoil >.<
2nd, my ipod spoil >.<"
3rd, my computer mouse spoil >.< """
4th, I overslept by 1 hour.. =X
5th, my shirt got drew by a PEN!! =S
6th, a cup of blood released thx to a little pin..

well..At theres still sumtin gd that happened =X
At least i hope its gd nia ..
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btw..if u dun mind..can at least use sth related to ur name for the tag? It gives me of feeling like im toking to sum stranger..well cmon, i know u rite.

[when the bottle get fulled to the brim,it will overflow]

ATTENTION!! HELP NEEDED!!
Please EMAIL all your advice and experiece to this email
d_Lwh@hotmail.com ,
ON
how to approach a ger in your class ( as in make a fren ) ;
how to make a gd impression to that ger;
how to confess to that same ger;
how to handle the consequences.

Please do a favour to me for all my hard work in blogging this blog kae? ^^ thanks alot!!

OMG OMG OMG!!!
6606!!! Y am i still not 18 !! T-T
If i have bought that number..
I might at least get a sum of money!!
Sob sob...

Anyway.. Theres been a clash against the race.
the chinese funeral and a malay wedding, right next to each other.. wth? well i certainly wun be happy if that happened on my wedding day..

OMG!!! Wad happened to the OLD Xiao Hau?!!! I Killed my IPOD and i neva felt ath?! The old Xiao Hau will break down Or Panick Or cry Or wadever.. What is going on??? That happened when i tried to dismantle my handphone and spoiled it..X(..

XiaoHau, the guy who got burdened by this emotion. Somehow... i can joke abt things,but somehow i was too burden by my emotions. Whenever i think abt things.. like putting myself in other people's shoes, somehow i felt very sad abt it.. hai.. i need a break from thinking abt stupid things..

Haizz...Sian nia.. =( .. How i wish you were here by my side wif me... loved you so much x(..

Theres these few ppl in my class who keeps on reminding me of sumone.. but i jus cant figure who it was..

Xiaohau is so tired..

so much things to do..
so little time to do..

hai!!!=(

Its bad eu know.. The way people do things... The attitude is so horrible.. When they need help, they act fren, try to be nice to you.. When you cant help a bit, they will turn away and try to humiliate you as much as they can..
Life is unfair. It isnt fair to begin with..i think its a great advice to not give full trust to sumone, until u pass the certain crisis.. as they say 患难见真情 .. Thats very true..
Well..At least kinda catch who are and aint worth to be called fren..

Sth that i though abt quite seriously..

The type of ger i like--
1. Long silky hair ( i wud prefer below shoulder)
2. Face a little fat de.. 脸肉肉
3. Dun have to be pretty..
4. Preferably abit plump..
5. Like to eat..
6. Gentle (温柔） [Optional]
7. Filial (孝顺）
8. affinity (缘分) [Mst important]

With those 8 above im able very happy le. ^^
Sth wrong wif my com..cant sign in MSN T-T

Kyo ga SuperBand Revival Round desu!!!

SUPPORT GLAMOURS!! ^^

hao xiang lian ai owh!!
好像恋爱哦！
feel like falling in love!!

Sing Sing Sing Sing more~!!


Xiao Hau love singing!! ^^! But very 难听。Try recording a little, but very soft the sound..den keep on got the buzzing sound..and the voice dun suit the music.. =/



Xiao Hau has heavy mental burden !! =X ..


Xiao Hau has fallen for sumone..


Xiao Hau have to do reflection..


Xiao Hau Love everyone who visits this blog =)..

Feel the Wrath of Japanese Comedian !!
1.Dun Laugh during lesson
2.Keep quiet in the library
3.Nigga! Nigga! Niiigggggggaaaaaa!!!!!
4.Wheres your chin?
5.Sushi?
6.Why are u here?
7.We shud learn from him
8.How we can win the udon competition!


After All those these are sum of the MUS WATCH Videos!!

Guitar PRO!!

Feel the Wrath of Japanese Comedian !!
1.Dun Laugh during lesson
2.Keep quiet in the library
3.Nigga! Nigga! Niiigggggggaaaaaa!!!!!
4.Wheres your chin?
5.Sushi?
6.Why are u here?
7.We shud learn from him
8.How we can win the udon competition!


After All those these are sum of the MUS WATCH Videos!!

Guitar PRO!!

Theres a trend that alot of ppl enjoy reading "gay blog" . ( at least i noticed a few who seem overly attracted to those blog) .. I tried reading .. actually if u dun look at the pictures, you cant tell its written by a gay. Gaying is not a big problem , i think.. IMO , Its people's individual preference , theres nth we can do abt it rite? Y try to avoid ppl who are gay Or act gay? But i get kinda envious of those guys.. At least they found someone who is special to each other..

P.s: the blog i read might be be true. It could have been staged.

I saw this nice quote

"[An apple a day keeps the doctor away; if the doctor is handsome, throw the apple away.]"

Haizzz.... The 2nd letter from hell has arrived.. And i have to make sure the deferment letter arrive before 25 june.. =S..sian nia..


[Side Effects of Watching Anime]
-makes ppl go crazy
-make ppl fantisizing stupid things
-Waste computer memory to hold the video
-make ppl envious of the main character
-makes ppl mentally unstable
-Makes guys childish
-makes ppl waste money on anime stuffs.





P.S - XiuHui.. ur link invalid nia =/ dun mind can post again ^^.. Tq

The Ger with that unforgetable face

Quite recently, theres this ger that i keep on see-ing in INT school. Im pretty sure shes from ITO, coz she happens to a fren of my fren. She has that unforgetable face. I was attracted to her "face". Well i wun say that i like her, but is just the face. Xiao Hau not pervert hor! I m jus appreciating beauty =P..



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I was feeling bad abt sth.. I think im went a little overboard in the gender discrimination thingy.. Mayb i shud try and think b4 acting =/ ..

It is sad.. Sumthing realli to be sad about.

A man who abandon his wife and son. And slowly run away from his burden. Yes.. His my father..He din pay the rent, the bills for 1/2 year...I alrdy xin1 hui1 yi4 leng3 ..

XiaoHau have finally decided to do wad he wanted to do. Fulfill wad he has previously spoken off and had not accomplish! Xiao hau Will Rewind and Start From a Scratch!

whoa whoa!! Im back!! ^^ !!
After a disconnection from the internet for 5 days..
Im back! With a New Blog skin, made wif one of my drawing! xD


And to my latest post!


Female are Evil,
[ They do what they wan.They dun care about the result. They nag and nag and nag and it gets irritating ]

Male are Greedy,
[ They never know when to stop. No matter how strong their current relationship are , there are still man who attempt to look for new woman and tries to be 2 timing. ]

God is unfair.
[ Nice guys like me ( ok, i can heard u acting to vomit ..)tried so hard to look for a special someone, but failed. Yet out there, there are people who is so not worth while yet two timing. What the hell?]

Look!Theres a Cute Gurl!!

Wad a fine day :P!! I actually noticed a cute gurl from INT school xD!!(At lease i think shes from INT school) It all began when me and zq decided to skip mdbs and went to the lv 6 lab.. We were watching underworld evolution.. DEN!!!! DEN!!! DEN!!! i saw this cute gurl walk into the lab..But sadly she walked awhile after a short time.. Mayb she find the "movie watching" very disturbin =XXXXXXX..

oh damn fuck it! OLE IS FUCKING DOWN AGAIN!! WAD THE HELL!!!! :@:@:@

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! ITS ALWAYS LIKE THIS !!! -__-

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

THE KIND OF MAN WHO DESERVE TO DIE MOST !!
Its a big problem among alot of man/guys. The problem of ppl begining 2 timers. If you know me well, you will know the problem abt my father. He deserve to die, but being my father , i shall not continue on that. The problem is there is a MAN, who is MARRIED, and is attempting to WOO a MARRIED WOMAN!! WHAT THE FUCK IS HIS PROBLEM?! and out of eveyone, the woman have to be my mother ?!With wad he is doing, i know definitely,he dont deserve my mum. Since he cant even put commitment in his marriage, how can he promise faithful to my mum.


Relationship is a commitment.If you cant promise to remain faithful to someONE ( Meaning only to 1 particular person ) you love, you dont deserve anyone.

I shall not continue further. I dun wan to speak so much of these words.For i dunno if i will be that kind of man.. ja nei..

Ytd is one horrible day.. !!!

Im soooo upset.. I torn my jeans T-T .. Sumwhere near the asshole there.. =X .. And no one bothered to tell me T-T....... And the the worst part IS!! I meant the PAP person!! He say " Please vote for PAP.." Omg!!! Do i realli look that old mah >.<.. Alright. may i do look a bit older den my age =/.. That realli does remind me.. 3years ago, someone ask me "you NUS 1st year?" .. I was what the hell?! Im only sec 3 @_@..

And i stayed up the whole night watch Ouran High School Host Club. Its only out until episode four.. Can be watched from www.youtube.com . Just search "Ouran High School Episode #" And slowly watch ^^.. Its a great Anime..

Its about this guy looking gurl who accidentally found her way to a host club in the school. Since the school is very "high class" ,she got a scholoarship to get in. Making her the only poor student ard. She accidentally broke a vase that is worth 8million yen, and was force to work as a host.

Do you know.. How darn irritating it is, when "YOU" are desperately in need of a specific note, & AND OLE is DOWN! Its Pure irritate-ness. Worse still having to Create a blog for this subject Uir . CLICK ON ME . Apparently theres not a single post.Because i cant find anything to blog about UIR

And i heard protest abt my blog's background picture.. I've got to say, im getting kinds sick of it too ^^. Meaning help will be neeed to design a new BGP..

Im so upset that i have been forced brutally to close down one my my blog. Reader/S pls show ur appreciation by moaning for 1hr 45min and 9 secs. Thank you for your cooperation.

The previous post is just my point of view. No relation attached.

When a person says he/she love you, they mean it. But they love themselve even more. They love someone, means they have extra feeling for you, over ordinary friends. But to go into a relationship, would be he love himself/herself more, coz the objective of getting into a relationship would make themselve happy. However , If the 2nd parnter is willing to accept it and love the 1st person, it will fulfill the rule ( " If he/she happy, i will be happy too"). Coz she shud be happy to be together wif sumone she love. rite?

That rule however was never fulfilled in the 1st place. In many cases of relationship break off btw bfs and gfs and divorces case, most likely reason are 1 party cheating on the other. E.g. A married man having a extra-marriage affair wif sum other woman. the Rule i alrdy broken! If they follow it closely, the WIFE shudnt be upset wif the HUSBAND , coz she wanted him to be happy. Am i right?

This entries is not abt telling others to accept ppl who cheat on their parnters, but however tell them that, if you realli love sumone, mean it,show it and make the commitment.

3rd semester's gona be a bumpy ride.. I really shud get sum proper time managment.. I dun seem to be doing the correct thing at the correct time. I spend the WHOOOLLEEE day in front of the comp and at the end of the day, i realise i din do ath.. WTH ??? 1 Weeks since lesson started . Monday's a holiday.. Oh Great.. Now i have to make up for like 7 hrs of lessons , Wth ... and at a day called thursday.. Oh great.... -_- ..Its 5.07AM.. ITS AM!! Im awake!! i played maple and O2jam and Cs from 2am until now..!! Wth?!

I need a new pc badly.. preferably a notebook. Since i alrdy have a desktop ( outdated specs ) at home .. reason being, theres 2 person who wan to use the comp at the same time, 2nd reason, My OLLLLDDDDD desktop cannot freaking support VCS.. It requires Microsoft window XP service pack 2 !! omfg.. If im gona buy that OS, i rather buy a new pc.. Only prob is, the computer now are like freaking sky high?!

Now..I shall slumber.. continue to suffer on earth..