Everything went on so smoothly ..
everything look so fine ..
and i tot its the best day of my live ..
and within 5 mins ..
I had the world falling down upon me ..
Everything that i have never expected came upon me ..
my world fell apart ..
my breathe ..
With each breathe ..
the pain killing me slowly ..
It hurt so much ..
that staying alive became my biggest challenge ..
and that nothing else matters ..
..
standing there ..
looking down ..
all i was thinkin ..
death is the only way to peace ..
the onli way is to stop thinkin ..
but my mind wun do it ..
that 5 mins of my life ..
keep rewinding and replaying ..
death never felt so tempting before..
.....