woah woah woah!!!
1st time blogg =x ..
since sch reopen ..
realli seriously nothing to blog abt ..
today's lecture is damn lousy ..
the lecturers are to guai lan ..
=x .. PrinMkg & MSYD lecture ..
realli nothing to blog abt siaa ..
but i love Co&Co!!
i look the teacher ..
den i was thinking "Wth?" ..
I love today's class !! =x ..
and i learnt sth very important today!
Never!
Never!
Never!Never!
Never Ever draw sth that is out of our control!
Important lesson! =x
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I still <3 wad i saw today !! <3<3<3 XD

ytd went marina south steamyboaty wif zq,sean,sc,andy...
met sean on the train ..
den waited almost an hr at hte mrt ..
air pressure too high..
the ears felt very weird ..
den zq and sc came ..
and thus went bowling..
den i oso play hod4...
den we went to have steamboat..
andy came in half way ..
somethin i rmb very clearly is the prawn ..
Damn! the prawn jump out of the container
den i try to get it up by the feelers ,
i see the way the legs move ,
my hand weaken and drop it onto the floor >< (i know i weak .. dun need say one )
overall dinner is gd nia .. =x
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still waiting for the photobucket to upload foto ...
continue ...
wif moi blogging ...
wad ar..
today 1st day of sch..
class sux big time..
as in the ppl in the class..
all the PRO ppl in my class -__- ...
Im so darn stress ...
can die liao ...
and gotten my one and onli bdae present..
*arigato*
...
this is getting so sick ...
hai ...
den here comes my cousin ..
and the way he keep on flirting ...
realli knn cannt stand him
=( .. cos im a nice guy dun flirt =x ..
(actually im jus not gd enuff be flirting =/ )
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wadever ..
the tupid website gan lag ... tml den upload picture =( ...
hai...

yay~ =x ..
got 3 more bdae grats =x ..
thankiess =x ..
to :
sijie,
shitian,
chester,
=x ...
seriously....
i dunno wad to say liao ..
i still cant believe my bdae wasted jus lidda =/ ..
i mean like ..
other ppl all did something
out or ordinary on their 18 bdae ..
den me is ..
jus rot off my bdae ..
wth... =( ..
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Hai!!!!! T_T....
sad nor ...
=( ...
such a bad omen to be sad on bdae ..
sad sad sad T-T ....
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will update my marina south outing tml =( ...
so sad to update liao ..

bdae...
my bdae ?? ..
I mean.. my bdae is over alrdy?
=/... T-T .. >_< ...
kinda sad =/ ..
i cant believe im like wasted my whole bdae at home =(..
although got go eat + movie ..
but...
realli cmi =/ ..
jus like another average outing =/...
but this year alot better liao...
got 11 ppl grat me bdae ^^ ..
including ytd 7 + zhonghan + Nicholas+dahong + ivan ..
=x=x ..
ajisan is ... dunno wad to say..
death note is ... oso dunno wad to say ..
hai ..
wasted my 18th bdae >_< ......
but not bad nia ..
i took my 1st 18th yr old foto wif her!! =x
my mum >_< ..
im jus another pathetic mama's boi =/ ...
i think i shud get going ler..
bye...

*cought*
Im finally 18!!
Yeah~~ ^^VV..
=P ...
and i wish to thanks the following ppl
=)
1.Wanting
2.Sean
3.SengCheng
4.Woanrong
5.Imelda
6.Ber
7.Hester
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XiaoHau ish finally 18~~
:D ...
and my bdae wish...
ish..
to have a gf~ =x..
i do have someone in mind...
but all i can say is...
shes the beauty, im the beast,
Beauty and the Beast is only a fairy tale..
..
hope my 18th year will be a breeze~ =x

no!! the time table sux big time!
damn! ..
i realli nuthin to say...
i jus have to say 1 word..
Pathetic..
Everything..
every single thing
every Little thing..
Every inch of my life..
Actually..
i nv felt better than during the team bonding camp!
I enjoyed it!
Although it took some time for me to blend in =/..
but i love it..
i love everyone..
=/ ..
but after that
im back to the pathetic old me..
hai...
Its my last 17th year =/
hai....
and i dun look forward to my 18th...
my depression's back..
>_< ... hai...

*Yawn!!*
=x ...
super duper tiring...
*cough*....
jus return from camp...
actually ard 1 hr+ nia...
budden i felt aslp 1 bus stop b4 the one i shud alight...
its like im preparin to alight..
den suddenly fail aslp..
=( ..
team bonding camp is great
the FA-s are great
I LOVE! my grp :X
But sch's startin soon ..
how sadening...
2 days left.. ?!!!?
=x

grrr.... grrrr.....grrrrr.........
today... is damn long.... hai...
so much things to blog abt...
start where arr...
say 2 japanese ppl...
the way they speak...
macham indian ppl like...
bla bla bla bla bla ... speak so fast and so long one
......
Den...
went to meritus... din eat dinner nia...
saw my agent... Ask her can cancel anot
den no reply -_- ... den see her in person den tiao me cannot..wth?
......
work is same...
although i knock the table onto someone's hand...
(>_<) gomen ..
work is same.... I jus said that...
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work over...
went down...
take off uniform...
and i felt warm liquid substance gushin down my nostrail...
i quickly use hte vest to block awhile...
den i look at the vest to reconfirm.. =x
Its blood... 2X 1 CM diameter of blood droplets on the vest...
argh...
den quickly use my hand to block nor...
budden... im dumb enuff not to take the clothe off 1st.. -_- wth...
den i ask me fren to help me hang the vest..
they all macham cannot hear lidda...
den when i take off the uniform...
u know sure have a time when i have to remove my hand rite...
den splash!
the floor.. all blood.. den everyone like act as if nothin happen -_-
wad kind of ppl are these...
when to locker to wash up...
the funny thing is..
when i go in, i see a captain,
i purposely avoid him,
den he come and follow me -_-....
den the uncles there quite nice nia...
at least got ask "u still okie mah"..
zzzz -_- ......
i bleed off at least 1 litre of blood there..
it jus went bleeding and bleeding and bleeding...
-_-.........arghhhh T-T...
i rather bleed at home...
den i put inside cup..
den take foto.. "i drink blood" -_-...
..den ...nothing much i wan to blog abt liao....
but realli bth the lame chn 8 show -_-
damn lame...
somemore so gan long ago de show =( ...
shag... T-T

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
grrr.....i cud go on sayin that for the whole night -_-...
Fuck!...
Gan!...
Chao!..
Damn!..
Fuck!..
Knnbccb!..
the damn fuck up son of a bitch captain...
Gan ni na...
Fuck!
-_-
i jus stop saying it..
Fuck!..
ARghhh!!! FUCKKK!!!!!
I dunno wad the FUCK is wrong wif u..
but for fuck.. did u pick on us...
fuck you!..
We didnt choose to watch show Over our work
We DID ourWORK!.
u DAMN bastard Fuck Up Chao Ji Bye...
-_- ... Fuck larr!!! __ ...
FUCK FUCK FUCK...
and i end my blog here
FUCK YOU

din blog for quite some time..
actually wasnt busy @ work...
i jus din have the heart to blog ..
=(....
got so tired of my work...
although i enjoyed to process =x ..
3 last day b4 i stop work...
and i have work until 11.30 on sun..
den monday morning got camp -_-...
how am i gona survive that ....
=x ...
...
i think although im 17..
i still have a brain of a 10 yr old kid..
i always look back at thing with regrets ..
hai...
sometimes i wonder why im strugglin so hard..
and i wad im strugglin from..
im so sick and tired of all this =(..
i need a break real bad ...
and i need to stay away from my comp =x ..
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zzzzzzz...
its suppose to be sunday's blog entry..
but had to work until 11.30.. *Cries*
fri & sat suppose to work...
tried to fake a mc..
den my sickness realli came back..
pure suey-ness..
ytd psi rised to 150..
watched until macham like stock market lidda..
drop and rise and drop and rise =x..
>_< ....
today's work is totally dunno how to explain..
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1 dirty waiter
:This waiter went toilet to pee.. den no wash hand...
:power lar... hope the guest dun lao sai.. lol
:( i was pee-ing in the toilet -_- ... i not pervert enuff to follow a guy ard..)
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1 pretty guest
:Woah!! reaali chio sia =x too bad cant take her pic :(
:Its on a wedding dinner -_-... not mine T_T
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1 lost and found HP
:Kinda regret passing it over to the captain..
:shud have keep it for myselff =x *Evil evil*
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6 nice guest....
:They are kind enuff to help me out to cut the duck..
:And skipped desert >_<...
(Dessert or desert ar ? ) =x
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3 missing guest...
:They went missin on the 5th dish
:the remainin 6 guest helped to finish their share
:the other 6 mayb bth.. oso dissappeared.. =x
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AND!!!!
Many pretty waitress XD!!!!
:well... like i've got any chance to get close to them..
: =x ..
: there will be stop sign all over the face
: if i approach them.. lol =x
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haiii >_< ...
tml have work again T-T...
i dun like this work...
makes me sick and sad :( ...
hai..

ouh....
1 week no blog liaoo =/ =/
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try to recall things to blog abt..
hmmm
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Tue
same work as monday..
but go this auntie come in den "cd? cd?"
sell pirated cd one =/
den the uncle shout "got cartoon bo?"
den those ppl ended up looking at the porn dvd...
den they see the hentai dvd.. the uncle say "ne... got cartoon ur son wan see one"
im like -_-ll ........
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wed
more counting...
counted all the stuffss...
den 2+ go back liao (to hotel)
den 3+ go home liao \(^.^)/
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Thur
no work.. slept until very late
den this stupid annoyin call
den ask me to work on fri -_-
den suddenly assign me 2 shift..
damn!
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Fri
morning worked at mandarin
mooncaker.. delievered from the packing place
to the sales location...
den from lv 2 go B1,go over to the other side and go lv 1..
the worse thing is that some ppl
dun even bothered to help me hold the door for awhile..
dam those ppl!! :@:@
ordered a box of mooncake ^.^
ate Pan pac mooncake.. tasted weird..
went swiss hotel (suppose to work there at night)
budden... when signing in my right nostrail bleed...
den when the captain briefing.. my left nostrail bleed oso...
den the captain ask me go back ^.^ !! ..
yay~~ skipped work =/
but scare get pay cut >_<
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sat
work at mandarin ....
wedding dinner...
everythin is alright...
except...
this kid keep calling me uncle T-T
arrrrrrr T-T......
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Sun
comp broke down
went to buy ipod cable...
and went to buy windows cd..
haiiiiii >_<
no enuff money to buy earfone :( ...
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Im watching chan U ...
showing this big boobs gers..
den i am thinkin...
so big got wad use -_-ll...
big = nice meh -_-...
i jus dun like they way they act nia =/ ..
>_<..