sians .. so many prjts to do =( ..
so sian ..
si bei sian ..
arrr...
siann ...
SO sian -.- ...
focus ..
Exam ..
coming ...
arrr...
T_T ..
big headache ..
aaaaa ..
hai ..

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
wad a day ..
finally went to mediacorp ..
and my lack of slp finally got of me ..
i cant believe im drooling =.=ll ..
when IM SLPPING ON THE BUS !!
OMG!! TT_TT ...
althought i did get a lot of slp ..
and i realise that
PEOPLE, tend to deny things..
like they never agree with wad others say ..
I mus say theres quite a big gap between me and many people..
e.g. I try to msg almost everyone on msn, but online 1 replied.. the rest all kana rejected -.-
saddening ..
I am for sure going to quit maple..
at least until after exam ..
and start to study..
I wan to get a better result for my exam .. =x
GPA is aiming downwards..
and im trying my very best! to get at least a B+ avg ..
Jia you Jia You!

Its a sunday.. Yeah .. a perfect day ..
But its not so perfect after all..
..
I find my life so god dam it screwed up ..
Stop saying that im gd enuff and all those crap..
If u were me,u wud have understand wad im feeling..
..
i dun understand why..
why my COUSIN* jus come to singapore
less than a year,
is able to make up wif so MANY girls..
and i cant even get 1 ..
all im asking for is jus to know how is like to be in a relationship..
but its like.. no one will give me a chance..
somehow.. its like a complete failure in my life ..
which most of the gers i like, are attached ..
Which im most ashamed to say..
but wad cud i do ..
its my life ..
no one can help..
will someone ..
Teach me ...
How to make a woman..
fall in love with me ..
Someone .. pls teach me ... =(

Loookkk at thiss pictuer!

Got a pic taken wif the ger in INT sch..

Tot was cosplaying Misa Misa .. budden she say not ..

ahhahaha .. cute rite :D ..

Love this picture so much ^.^V

my life ..
wad is there in my life worth looking forward to?
i guess its nuthing ..
my life?
a big mess ..
big fat ugly faggot ..
..
My studies?
all i cud get is a LITTLE above avg
wad that? that nuthing as compare to the people in my class..
how can u expect a
"A Grade gf" to date wif a "D grade bf" ?..
thats so much like me..
I see gers that i like all the time..
but im such a XXXXXX .. =.=ll
..
Wad to do?
the onli way i can get in love,
is onli if u magically turn me into a charming looking guy..

ahhh .... im turing into a freak !!
so much assignments to do!
So little time to slp ..
No time to MAPLE!
OMFG!!
dun ask me why i went back to play the fag game..
but it jus interest me ..
i dunno lar...
..
recently keep falling down..
so if u see a bulky object falling in TP, most likely its me ..
=x ...
im starting to have the "L's Eye" ..
The black eye circle ..
Looked as if kana punched in the face lidda =.= ...
AAAA... SIans =(